''Never regret something that once made you smile.'' ~ Amber Deckers

It's the heart afraid of dying, that never learns to dance,It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance;

And I don’t know why
I’m feeling so sad tonight
But every time I look back
I see all of them who succeed
And it’s not me

I’m running in circles
Feeling down
Feeling like I’m jumping from an airplane
Without a parachute

I’m still here
Going in circles
Standing here at the same gate as before
I’m dying to know what to
Because when I smile
I show the world that I’m not broken
I’m not broken
I’m not broken

I will do my best to succeed
That someone will be me
So take a good look world
This is me
This is me
This is me

scars are souveniers you never lose

They can't break me

As long as I know who I am

They can't tell me who to be

Cause I'm not what they see

Yeah, the world is still sleepin while I keep on dreaming for me

And their words are just whispers and lies that

I'll never believe

I just want you to know who I am

I'm so happy. Life is just ... great.

I'm that star up in the sky

I'm that mountain peak up high

Hey, I made it I'm the world's greatest

And I'm that little bit of hope

When my back's against the ropes

I can feel it

I'm the world's greatest

Peace, love and fireworks

Life’s like a novel with the end ripped out

"There are hundreds of languages in the world, but a smile speaks them all.”

Sometimes I find a picture of me that is real. Like this photo, my smile is real. I love those photos because often I find pictures that are fake, where I can see that the smile I give is not a real one. I love to smile, I really do. Because now I can finally do it again without being embarrassed by my braces. Smile is a good way of making you feel better and to make other people feel good.

So what’s the point of this? Really nothing. Just smile. And be happy. Life is more fun if you smile.

Cut my finger today with a knife. Really bad. Fainted after seeing all the blood. Hurts like hell. But I will live. While feeling like crap and wishing I was dead A said "See if from the bright side, now you can flirt with the doctors just like you flirt with the fireman". It made me feel good. Really good. Even if they sometimes drives me crazy I love them and I know they love me.