I have two great passions in live, Human rights and acting. I love to act, I love to pretend to be someone I'm not and express the feelings those people have. The best parts to play are parts that are so far away from the person I’m. But I would never go after that passion, for a lot of reasons… the main reason is the uncertainty. Because I don’t want to spend my life chasing after a dream, I want to spend my life living a dream. So I’m instead going after my other passion, working for Human rights in the world. My hope is to work for the UN, but it’s a hard place to get in to. I will figure life out year by year, and right now I’m happy… and really that’s all that matters.

Peace

Tom Dice - Me and my guitar

People always say
Tom, this has gone too far
But I'm not afraid to chase my dreams
Just me and my guitar

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And no one may ever know
The feelings inside my mind'
Cause all of the lines I ever write
Are running out of time

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So maybe I should get a nine to five
But I don't want to let it go, there's so much more to life

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Tell me that I've got it wrong
Tell me everything will be okay
Before I fall
Tell me they'll play my songs
Tell me they'll sing the words I say
When darkness falls
All of the stars will see
Just me and my guitar

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I'm sure that I'll find my way'
Cause I'm not afraid to try
Even a world of love and hope can't guarantee that price

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So maybe I should get a nine to five
But I don't want to let it go, there's so much more to life
Tell me that I've got it wrong
Tell me everything will be okay
Before I fall
Tell me they'll play my songs
Tell me they'll sing the words I say
When darkness falls
All of the stars will see
Just me and my guitar
Me and my guitar...

The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.

Elbert Hubbard

The best day of my life was when I got a private tour of the UN. It was also the day when I realised that my dream might be more then a dream. I can get a job at UN if I work for it. If I just believe in myself.

"I'm sure that I'll find my way, Cause I'm not afraid to try"

"You never find yourself until you face the truth." ~ Pearl Bailey

I don’t know when to shut up. I just don’t know when to stop. My friend once told me that I someday will piss off the wrong person and most likely end up dead. Well… I do care for my life so I would never take it that far… but I take it far enough. And sometimes I just get to mad, and mad at really silly things. Because people think it such a big deal that Sweden didn’t go to final in the Eurovision, and it’s all Christer Björkmans fault. But I remember that it was the Swedish people that voted for her in the first place.

Reading Human Rights is not always easy, I have lost faith in humankind while talking about Rwanda, war, death, UN that failed… And I follow a site called Human Right Watch that update news everyday about all the horrible problems in the world. And people care more about Eurovision then people getting tortured, raped and killed… I just don’t get it.

And I’m not saying that you have to think about it everyday… but some days I just get more mad and more upset over the lack of caring.

One world, one world, one world.

Peace

I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. I just don’t feel good. I think it was after watching Special Victim unit. That show always mess with my feelings, just like Criminal Minds. Whenever it involves kids it leaves me feeling empty, and scared. And most of all mad, mad at the world, mad at pervs, mad at people who sits by and to nothing. In the future I hope I can work to make the world a better place, I hope I can help kids. I also hope that I will stop being so sensitive. Feeling like this after watching a TV-show, makes me realise that I might not be ready to work with this. Not ready to face reality just yet.

I will.