"The present in New York is so powerful that the past is lost.”

I love New York. Because New York got a way of making you feel like you belong, like its your home. Its a warm place. Sweden is cold. Both weather and people. And I dont like the cold. I like walking the streets of New York, walk past Times Squares, Empire State bulidning and read in Central Park. I love being in love with a city. Because New York is special and it will always be my first love.

"You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”

I might just be crazy but sometimes I get this panicking feeling that time is running out. I’m that kind of person that starts crying in the middle of the night because I’m scared of the future and what it might bring. Will I be able live my dreams? Will everything be okay? And it’s so stupid because I know in my heart that all I really have is now. Tomorrow is tomorrow and I should not really worry about tomorrow until tomorrow is today. Went to an amazing psychic in NYC, she knew so much about me with only me telling her my name and birth date. She said that I was going to be married within five years, have at least five kids, travel a lot, own two houses and live in a other country then Sweden. But I’m going to come back on day. And she also told me to stop worrying about my family because they will be alright.

So even if this won’t happen, I will be fine I guess. I might not live all my dreams, I might not do everything I wish to do.

But we shall se what the future holds.

Peace

When I die, I'm not coming back until I can join Starfleet

Nerd? What? Me? Naaah?

We all have dreams. But in order to make dreams come into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort.

I'm a dreamer. Always have been. Always will be.

Nothing happens unless first we dream.

Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way. The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it; whether you choose to persevere.
- Barack Obama

How do people make it through life without a sister?

"She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child" ~Barbara Alpert
"

Life without my sister... would be no life at all.

Never make fun of the geeks, one day they will be your boss

Love shopping in New York, got 4 t-shirts, 1 dress, memory card, underwear’s, 1 bag for under 50 dollars. Watching an Criminal Minds marathon and spending my time wanting the nerd.

You can see why right???

God, if I can’t have what I want, let me want what I have.

Central Park



Its sunny in New York. Spending the day walking and going in the pool.
Need to by a memorycard for my camera forgot my small camera at home. It sucks. Forgot my memorycards. Forgot to bring a jacket. Forgot alot.

Talked to my mom and sister today and I feel so much better.
I really do.
Its just the summer.
Going to do my best with everything.
And then next summer I'm hopefully going to Africa with a friend to do a project.

Going in the pool now. My goal is to be black in the summer.
Really black.

Peace, love and whatever

Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for break

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in

love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

''Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself.'' ~ Richard Bach

I'm stupid. Really really really really stupid. Last time. Never again. Never. Never. Never. Never.

I'm here. And I'm fine. Flight was okey. Long. Tried. Bed. Goodnight (or goodmorning)

"Life is about making mistakes so you can learn from them and become a better person"

2 days left in Sweden

new york new york new york

I'm sick. Feel like crap. Really. Really. Great. Leaving Sweden this Saturday.

Meeting Oscar next next sunday. (20th)

Cant wait.

Tried
Good night.

"I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul." ~ William Ernest Henley

best birthday ever!

4 in the morning.

The group outside the best bar in the world! (Josefin and Patric is missing from the photo)

On the train to Copenhagan!

Sister

Cheececake!!

Thanks for my birthday! Had the best one yet! 21 might not be so bad after all

Life on the otherside is not so bad. I kinda like being 21.

usagainstheworld

Love this pic of us

21,

So soon I’m 21. Just about 30 minutes left. And I should not freak out. But I still do. I have so much I want to do and every year I’m one year older. But it’s going to be nice to be able to go out in New York. And I’m looking forward to the great day with my family and friends tomorrow.

For next year I have some goals:

Keep my weight loosing journey
Move to Växjö and get my own apartment
Doing a project in Africa with a friend
Starting the process to start a company with a classmate
See the bright side in everything
BE the best I can be

I'm really happy that I have got one more year. And this one is going to be a good one!

Peace

time of my life

Best day ever, nice weather, cool people and just a lot of fun. Good day. Good day.

I have been to pissed to write. I still am. Disappointed in Obama for being stupid.
Disappointed in UN. Really disappointed in UN. They have failed the people in Gaza, just like they failed Rwanda, Korea, Irak... the list goes on and on.

I'm just
disappointed
in every
leader
that have
done nothing

But I'm also so happy for how the worlds have gone together, to show their support for Gaza and the activists.

This got to stop.
Israels terror has to stop

Peace